you know what? you're a bitch.you're a loser. go away. i don't like you. at all. ok. any way. i don't want to give a shit.

okay. i think i have let myself go. have i made the wrong decision? i don't know. have we lost a friendship we once built? i don't know. okay. whatever. if it's really lost then that's abit too sad for me. f-ck. i forgot to take $$. how? i heck too. hmm. i'll never forget that day man. yes. thanks alot for this SOMEONE.... for giving me this orange thing. YOU ROCK! okay. manns chines theathere show. lame. whatever.


[i.ve.let.myself.go]

whats with being blind. REALLY! what's with being blind u freaks? HMM. hang the clothing in one hours time. FREAK IT. oooh. j lo's so PRETTY. CHRISTINA ALSO~ ya. haha. my sister's out today. no one to pautoh me using the computer. YEA BABEH. i'm crazy. GUESS WHAT? i spent my entire day reading a walk to remember. SO NICE. boy boy does it make me want to cry. it's like so SWEET and everything. and i think it's so nice. I SHALL READ IT AGAIN TOMORROW. AGAIN AND AGAIN. okay. nuts am i. and i am NUTS. BOO.

COME BACK FROM CAMP ALREADY. and i feel like going back there. so fun. but boring? OKAY. out of point. ya. having eye bags? just like SHE WHO SHALT NOT BE NAMED> ya. and i want her. BADLY. YA. but where has she gone? where did mama go where did mama go? bleah. talked to ley on the phone just now. CRAPPY YEA? okay. lame. CAMP CAMP CAMP! bleah. -crazy- but i can't go online much these days. AND FREAK YOU LEY. i dun think i can make it on the TWELTH.

you ain't here to PARTY. bleah. i want her. i need her. i'm still holding on. so tell me where do i start cause it's breaking my heart. don't wanna let her go...<<<>>> okay. i want her man. oh gosh f-ck. i am so UPSET. and PATIENT. while searching the whole of SINGAPORE for HER. gosh. okay. CAMP. here i come. = FOOD here i come. don't know going where. kukop or something. YEA BABEH. stupid dex. ahahaha. my blog no errors lerh~ why i can go you cannot? must be my blog like me don't like you. AND BOY AM I HUNGRY. ok. yea. lemme open my web. WWW.GEOCITIES.COM/ORANGESOPHISTICATION. nice cool name. ROCK MANX. okay. lame.

[i.so.f-cking.miss.her]

hey.so groggy. haha. haven't been writing for a long time. but i am now! dinner going to be ready soon. and i'm dying to watch kenan and kel.. ooh...next week no training. yay! that means i'll be hogging the computer...to...to complete my website. and i certainly want to stand by my rules. end of nov. means end of nov. gmpl...where are you...i'm so sorry...i wanted to wait for your call but i ended up sleeping... and sleeping....the chalet was so fun...and the teachers were there... so cute. and i was sick! oh gosh... but of course i am better now... and today's trip to piano sucks.... so stinky and disgusting...the chalet!! i can't stop thinking of it....not only good food....but great fun...the late night we all spent...talking about everyone..and our past...and our thinking..and also...we tried to hide from the security guard...so fun..then the next day we went cycling...so cool...but so pain...then after that met smiley pig and candice...then smiley pig so tall...i almost killed her..she was so TALL!!! then they all blamed me...say i lead them to the wrong place!!! i never ok!! biased...for once i was trying to act tall.... FOR ONCE....[don'tkillmeley].... GMPL!!! so excited...she msg me yesterday...wanted to reply but i accidentally deleted her number...sorry! ha....i can't wait to finish my web..then can let people see...but i shall not even tell anyone my site name until it is 100% completed...i must set a stand..don't know whether i should go collect my books on monday...or when...but so heavy! i'll practically die... yay! tonight got i not stupid..and i don't lok like terry khoo ok candice!!!-sit- haha. yesterday go force smiley pig to follow us take 15..haha....then we bully her ask her buy ice kacang for us...-guilty-... okok....going to eat!! yummy yum yum a rum a tum tum....!!!!! good night!

okay. what's done is done. what's gone is gone. turning back time? no. it's impossible. saying the wrong commands. it's like so embarassing. and so out of tune. so it's so cocked and humiliating. but i don't think i wanna think about it ya? it's by far too scary and if i continue to think about it, you'll see an old wrinkly me.i can't read the future. so i suppose i'll be kept in suspense. GMPL cum SIRE! why why why! why must you go! at the worst times of my life? btw, it was really fun with you. thanks for cheering me up ya? i wanna pee! so scared until like that you know. ya. then today, some people AS and SP... then we were like totally pissed. but i'm like so excited. cause... TONIGHT GOT KENAN AND KEL at 9.30 and PCK at 8. oh... but isn't it so scary. i'm so paranoid about being in the ... the... the...what i call, suspense. ya. going to like rest my poor eyes. i'm totally dead beat and afraid. i'm scared. wth. why is life becoming this way.walked in the rain today. and i feel like AWFUL. beautifulorange.

[suspense.scared.sickly.screwed]